I am so scared of my attitude. It seems like I have stuff I should be doing yet I just don’t do them.
I wanna change my habits and thought patterns and I have the tools, and even though I know it requires action, I stick with the easy part: happy thoughts and visualisations.
As I was pouring myself a glass of cold green tea downstairs, I thought to myself how unwilling I am to actually do the work it requires to be the best possible version of Erika i know I can be.
And, getting things done seems like so much work! My tools are endless (reading books, doing journaling, actually doing the work, etc) but when I have to apply one, I get overwhelmed and decide to do nothing instead.
So how about new approaches to this situation? Instead of looking at it all as a ton of work and becoming overwhelmed, I will just do it. As I am typing this, my subconscious is laughing in my face saying: “yeah right, keep saying that, you amuse me”. But, I have a plan this time: BEING PRESENT. Act as if there was no tomorrow or yesterday.